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2010-04-06T19:49:00.003+08:00

Today assembly sure bored. freaks.

after assembly took bus 157 to jurong point , went to popular to buy assesment book cause i really want to do well. then went to handphone shop cause yu zhen want to look for battery. Many strange things happen today lor. so funny , hahas.  walk around jurong point and went to yu zhen house. Are laksa which was cooked by her mum. V.V.V NICE MAN !!!!!!!!! THANK YOU AUNTIE ! i swear is very nice, like what outside sell , no , i think better then what outside sell. after that packet some for shu qi then head down to mos and give them. walk around jp again , then we went to the yoghurt store , bought the waffle with chocolate. not v nice luhs , cause of the chocolate , too sweet le...

Sunset

2010-04-05T20:06:00.002+08:00

Watched sunset from my house just now. Its darn nice man !
very nice right ? i never edit at all hor. cause just now raining , so i think it causes it to be so beautiful. ^^

MIA-ED

2010-04-04T12:54:00.003+08:00

some sorts of like MIA. i have been feeling low this few days, i think not only me, but many people. Don't know why. I REALLY GOING TO ROT ! i have stayed at home for 3 days already. No ones want to go out.

Up till now , i have not receive call from the job, i think i better give up and find another. I need a job for now. Why i need a job ? Because ...

Need top up prepaid card.
Need buy contact lens.
Dye Hair
Reborn Hair
When i go out have enough money spent.

And alot luhs. All this fucking problems are in my brain. I want to get rid man! =(

...

2010-04-03T15:48:00.001+08:00

bored man.i have stayed at home for few days. is so bored man!
keep changing blogskins , don't know which is the best want.
hope that job i can work ehs. I have not receive their calls. Hiazz.

MADNESS

2010-04-02T14:39:00.007+08:00

yesterday after school went to jurongpoint mos burger , me and yuzhen went for a drink and do her D&T thingy. after that she receive a call , so we both went home and then meet at jurongpoint then cabbed to clementi as i was late. Went to childcare centre to fetch her lil cousin. Darn cute de. when he came out of the room , yuzhen helped him carry bag and water bottle, then i carry the boy to his home. He can say quite heavy de okays ! But he darn cute. after that took bus 285 to city vibe. went to sakae sushi eat.

I can say yesterday night its so madness okays !
i was waken up by my sister crazy noise at around 3plus AM! GOD ! I slept around 11plus only ehs.
She make noise cause of the lizard. Of course we both were scared. Then we rush out of the room then take insect repellent , but when we went back to the room , the lizard is gone , but we know the lizard went into hiding. Then we were afraid so sis went to my bed as the lizard was quite near her bed. we watch video at her itouch. watch until 5am plus. Then i went to sleep until 9 plus. then sis say she slept at 7am. Lol. Half ton half not ton. hahas.

TODAY , rot at home only lohs. i'm SO SO SO TIRED !zzZ!

Utterly Disappointed

2010-03-31T15:52:00.002+08:00

i swear today is the day i was so furious about someone and somethings. i swear okays !
i waited and waited , then say she don't want wait for her then she just walk off. at least before give me a call say cannot meet mahs ? right ? and i waited and waited ... how can your wait for people for so long ? Pls put yourself in my shoes.
I don't need any comments for this. I'm just furious about it okays . If people wait for you around 10 minutes , then you tell that person you want go already , i think you are very wrong.

Today after school took 157 to jurongpoint and went to fairprice xtra do buy instant noodles , after that went interchange. waited darn long for the bus , fuck it man ! then wait and wait , saw jaspreet very far , then she ask whether she could stand infront of me , then i say ok. then we chatted awhile at bus.
Reached home cook maggie mee. shags. i wanted to cut down weight but i can't control it at all lohs. today skip work again. Big thigh pain mahs , hahas , trying to find excuse for myself only luhs. hahas. who want to work this kind of job?

LOL

2010-03-30T16:14:00.001+08:00

i think i never fail to update this blog isn't it ?
today skip house practise , went jurongpoint to have my lunch and walk around. then i was thinking jingyi they all will be at long john sliver so i call yuzhen go there. then we were calling them from first floor then they don't know.

when in to the shop to buy chocolate. hahas. after that took 241 home sweet home.

Photos

2010-03-29T17:59:00.007+08:00

this are some photos i miss out yesterday,and is when we go out on saturday.
i really love my back view ttm. !~ hahas.

Out

2010-03-28T12:24:00.003+08:00

yesterday right after using com , yuzhen call me go out. so i go bath and go take bus. we went jurongpoint to pay her handphone bill , then we buy drinks. after that want watch movie, but too many people , so we took 172 to cck . reach there some movie have started , so we watch 7.15pm de. Before that . we went to eat. the picture of the food i upload next time. meanwhile , we took some pictures. also will upload next time. We watch how to train your dragon 3D, toothless so cute !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!OH MY GOD !!!!!!!!!! I GIVE THIS MOVIE RATING 5/5. Its worth to watch it man ! guys, go watch ! its really really very nice, omg !

Rot(MIA?)

2010-03-27T13:03:00.003+08:00

my life looks like rotten.
whatever it is , i must stay strong , but how ?

don't feel like blogging at this moment,...
(Away~~)

Pretty Boy

2010-03-26T16:00:00.002+08:00

I lie awake at night
See things in black and white
I've only got you inside my mind
You know you have made me blind

I lie awake and pray
That you will look my way
I have all this longing in my heart
I knew it right from the start

Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you

I used to write your name
And put it in a frame
And sometime I think I hear you call
Right from my bedroom wall

You stay a little while
And touch me with your smile
And what can I say to make you mine
To reach out for you in time

Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you

Oh pretty boy
Say you love me too

Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you

一秒也好

2010-03-25T20:25:00.003+08:00

给我一秒就好，希望这一秒，可以发生奇迹。
我真的累了，累到让我无法想任何东西。

我在也不会相信这个世界会有任何奇迹了，我放弃了。放弃对你的希望，放弃这个冷漠的世界，放弃我这个没用的东西。到底谁才会了解我呢？

there's something which you can't make it then don't compromise it.

today after school take 157 to jurongpoint. then walk to old chang kee to buy curry puff and took 241 home sweet home. reach home bath , prepare my stuff and went out to meet buyers.

reached home watch tv, after that feel abit sleepy so go sleep. then my brother come wake me up for dinner. i don't know whi i'm so tired. too tired , too tired to think of anything right now.
Sian , i hate school man. i want faster graduate. i don't feel like studying ite my parents don't let. or else i can't stay in this house. fuck it man.

내 머리가 나빠서(Because I'm Stupid)

2010-03-24T17:30:00.003+08:00

i felt so stupid to love him that time. i was wrong.
wrong until very jialat.small kids have a big heart ahs ?
fuck it man !

man, its going to rain again. this terrible weather , gosh.
IT'S RAINING ...~ IT'S RAINING ! hahahahah!
Saturday i want go sentosa , anyone want to go ? very sian leis. hiazz...

today after school went mos burger to had our lunch. after that walk around and home sweet
home.

i have learn how to be strong, have you?
i have learn how to let go, have you ?
i learn how to forgive and forget , have you?
i learn how to love someone , have you ?
i learn how to miss someone , have you ?

I have learn to love you , have you ?
I yearning for your love ,
Thanks for everything.

GOING TO THE DOCTOR

2010-03-23T16:29:00.003+08:00

later going to see doctor...around 6 plus.hope i can claim mc. hiazz.
today mr kuang told us he thursday wouldn't be going in to the class,everyone very happy lohs.hahas.

hiazz...i dunno wad to do with the CME project sia , this is a big question in my head. hate it man. why the school want arrange this kind of project ? ass man.

msn got problem sia. can't see anyone online except 1 to 2 only. dots. i hate it man !

Walking in the rain

2010-03-22T17:55:00.002+08:00

just now after oral , went to imm.half way there, it rains.and it rains heavily. gosh ! first day of school jiu rain liao. then i only got 1 umbrella , jingyi don't have, so have to share. have fun walking when walking to imm..hahas. reached imm entrance , both of us were all wet. so headed to the toilet. while walking , wabaing , the air-con sibei cold lor , until my teeth jaggered.(hope someone can give me a jacket at that time.) then squeeze my skirt water out , then dry abit. after that head to mac to eat. then after that took 99. jingyi sleep leis ! hahas. cos its a long trip mahs.hahas. reached at my house the bus stop , pei jingyi wait for 241 and home sweet home.

reached home , put my shoes out in the sun for it to dry and my bag and my handphone pouch everything. i hate rain! eeeeeeeeww!

PHOTO

2010-03-21T11:39:00.004+08:00

I WANT TO LOOK FOR A PHOTOGRAPHER.
TO HELP ME TAKE LIFE PHOTO !!!!!!!!
BUT HOW ?! HIAZZ...

i found out that all this recent post has been a short wan ahs?
hoho. cause lazy to type so much mahs. lol. i don't like my blog song lehs.
dun match at all. 爱不单行 match this blog better. changing this song even though the date is not up yet. hehes. changing the song to 礼物. Birthday coming soon , prezzies anyone ? =p
i didn't turn up for work today, sorry , ray very angry if i not wrong. sorry.

AHHHHHHH

2010-03-20T14:02:00.003+08:00

THIS ITCHINESS IS NOT OVER ! FUCK IT ! MUMMY ! I WANT SEE DOCTOR !

i think there's some fucking insect or creature crawling around me. this itchiness has been with me for months ?? gosh , i just keep on scratching and scratching until it bleeds and i have to applied MOPIKO to stop the itchiness for a moment. school reopening , that's fast ! i want TO QUIT MAC ! why they don't allowed ? shit their ass man !

HATE

2010-03-19T13:49:00.000+08:00

I HATE THIS CME PROJECT !

BY2

2010-03-18T15:40:00.002+08:00

BY2 releasing their 3rd album soon. cool right ?they change so much since their 1st album with their long hair.
i really admire them ! hoping their 3rd album could release faster can faster come singapore !

dreads , i bored at home. with this bad weather , with my sore throat , with my cough ! fuck it man !

NO

2010-03-17T12:25:00.003+08:00

no ! i don't want to be sick. can god let me turn better ?
i hate coughing. cough until i want to die. and flu also. i hate all this fucking illness.
dreads....

gosh, i spending all my holidays rotting at home, never even step out of the house at all. can you believe it ? heyhey , i'm a good girl mahs. hehe. chey ! joking. be back later !

i'm back ! ~
was busying editing my brother blog.
hope he will like it bahs. just that he put some nonsense inside blog only which i cant tahan it.

Bad Bad

2010-03-16T12:33:00.006+08:00

bad bad , i'm having a bad sore throat , bad flu , bad cough ... gosh !
i hoping there will be pay coming out this week so that i able to go see doctor myself.
sunday went to restaurant to eat , 叔叔 treated us. Here are some pictures of the food.
then holiday i will be rotting at home just like that.

亲人

2010-03-14T11:51:00.003+08:00

what is 亲人？ they don't even know i'm sick.
I having a bad flu . Going to have fever soon. Temperature 37.5 . for yesterday whole day.
i trying to take care of myself since no ones take care or care about me.

Sick ?

2010-03-13T14:32:00.002+08:00

I think i falling sick again. Having a ultra bad headache when i wake up this morning.
My nose was block. Gosh ! Having a bad sore throat too. Eating Strepsils everyday, Felt ok abit le.
Tmr i want go out , no matters what. Cause SHINee will be here !!!!!!!!! Might go out early in the morning just to see them and get my album sign. Sure pack with people de , but i hope they able to sign or else it's quite a waste for my early morning trip.

I hate this weather , its makes me feel so sick that i don't want go out today. Just wish to stay at home the whole day for today. Finally , it's holidays , not sure whether i want go work but i only know i want to quit by end of march. I hate working now ! I just want study hard and pass my exams thats all. I'm trying to pay xtra attention in class , but due to some nonsense people in class or whatsoever, i can't concentrate very well. Fuck it man, yesterday morning got punish by Mdm Tan for not signing the N level form. I got sign lor and i gave it to Ms Pushpa , she lost it and she give me a new want on thursday , but on that day i quarrel with my father how to call him sign?

I have said so , no ones understand me.
I totally fuck stress by it.
How i wish , i have someone that i can share my thoughts and feeling with and the person will be trustable. I don't want dishonest friends. A friend , wouldn't lie to you for many times.

Thanks

2010-03-12T20:35:00.002+08:00

Thanks for the concern everyone.
I'm trying to calm down this few days. There's a big hole in my heart , caused by friendship and family matters. What matters now is not important anymore , i just want to study hard only. And i think i old enough to think. I know they care , but they shouldn't have say rubbish and rub salt into my life.

Don't they think my life is pathetic enough ? When i got troubles who i have to find ? I also not very sure , ending up suffering alone. No ones understand this kind of feelings. I'm trying to be strong , but i'm not sure whether i can do it or not.

TAGS REPLIED
qiman: you blocked your tag wor...i know they care , but sometimes their words will hurt peoepl.

Cindy: thanks for your concern, i will try to understand and think more.

我想我没那么坚强，每个女孩其实一样。渴望着爱情的好渴望被拥抱却害怕爱让人受伤。

What does F.A.M.I.L.Y means ?

2010-03-11T16:35:00.003+08:00

many people say family means Father and Mother I love You.
But i don't think i love them after they hurt me and hurt me. I feel like crying out loud , i feel like hugging in someone hands , someone , can your concern me ? Friendship over , family also over , i have come to the end of this fucking rubbish life which i hates it !

We;l , if they can't stand my behaviour , they can just put up a parental beyond control program or sent me in to girls home. i fuck care everything liao. That's It ! I have enough of everything , nobody knows what had happen to me , they only know how to blame me for everything. I guess i wouldn't be up blogging for a few days , time for me again to go missing. lazy to charge phone liao , nobody can contact me , that's good. I don't want to homework anymore, i only want to eat , play and sleep , thats it , full stop.
i hope there's a good friend who can rely on and share my problems. i wouldn't forgive my father, he don't give me bullshit. I hate this family ! when can i get out of it ? I wouldn't talk to my father anymore !

I give up !

2010-03-10T15:58:00.003+08:00

wow !
big things sure happen in our way and it just came. today CME lessons were being called out by ms pushpa to have a ''good'' chat. al because of that fucking project. I hate doing group works cause things don't come in good ways. I prefer doing all things alone. or in pairs. I HATE BIG GROUPS ! i might just leave this team , join another team bahs , i really can't stand nonsense. Post-pone-ing things further and further away. well , all agrees to stay today. but some people will just mess it up. i wouldn't do anymore things. I wouldn't find songs , pictures , editing all sorts of this rubbish. I have enough of it. What makes me irritated was lies between us. 一个真心的好朋友，不会对你撒谎. (A true good friend , wouldn't lie to you.) some words call 知错能改(knowing their wrong and willing to change.) but some people wouldn't change in fact they will continue lying till they bring themself inside the coffin.
Well , i hope i can leave this school quickly. perhaps prom night that day will be our last chance meeting each other liao bahs .
do you want to let small matters destroy everything ?
when will the lies be stop ?
Continue or end ? Thats about you.

Why ? I see you , i got that strong feeling ?
can anyone tell me what's wrong ?

FUNNY !

2010-03-09T20:23:00.003+08:00

lols. i can't believe its so funny. today after school went kfc eat with jingyi.
After that accompany her to see chinese physician. She darn funny de. Some pictures of her.

the needle on her hand. hehe ^^ . Your miss how she looks when the needle is on her hand.
ohh , the doctor put shit on her legs ! hahas !~

oh well , she spent $25 for this. after that head to her house to use com.
after that around 5 plus take bus with her and i went home. half way then rain so big , thought of lending jingyi umbrella but i didn't bring it with me so i just have to walk in the rain.
Then when jingyi reach jurongpoint , she took 241 again for fun. LOL. !

I'm so happy

2010-03-08T16:20:00.002+08:00

I'm so happy , guess what ? I almost online everyday , and i update my blog everyday. hahas.
Hope can continue this forever , hahas. Nothing much happen in school today. Quite fun luhs.

School Holidays

2010-03-07T12:50:00.002+08:00

woohoos , finally school holidays is coming . everyone deserve this breaks as we studying very hard for this year. guess after holiday everyone have to work extra hard ? good luck to everyone having N/ O level.

LOL , sad to say , i spending my weekends at home for this week. Might go for a movie on tuesday or wednesday , i wanted to watch alice in wonderland , kipnapper , making human so badly, gosh . This 3 movies really makes me want to watch.

Autograph sessions

2010-03-06T13:10:00.005+08:00

I went to 卓文萱 autograph session yesterday evening at 7pm.
Before going there , took bus to jurongpoint to eat mac , had the new fries , Hot and Spicy fries , it tasted so good. Everyone should try it.
After that took mrt to joon koon , then continue down to raffles place to change mrt. In the mrt , i took some photos , do see at the bottom. Reached bishan , then went up to the garden plaza. Sis didn't have the ticket when she buy the disc , so she went to the popular there to ask them , and they gave her one. Then quickly went to Q . 7 plus, she arrived , heyhey , OMG , she so PRETTY ! but , very difficult to take a picture of her cause all the fans are too tall , and my phone camera can't zoom in that far. Goshs . hahas , after that waited for sis friend to sign finish the album , we walked to mrt station , then we say byebye at city hall , then we went back jurong point buy dinner then home sweet home.
Then today will be rotting at home cause no one wanted to go out , so sad man .
hahas.

Should i ?

2010-03-04T16:21:00.002+08:00

i have been thinking whether should i stop dancing.
cause of some reasons , so i thinking whether should i stop ?

There have been many trouble in my heart that i really wish to let it out.may we be forever friends ?
forget those unhappiness ,
i love you sisters and brothers .
Stay happy everyday .. :)

To Jing Yi ,
Thanks girl , you are my best friends , whenever i'm down , you are the one who always by my side and told me to forget things that is unhappy . Sorry if sometimes i show some attitude to you , but no matters what , your are my best friends.

To Li yi ,
Hi lala PERNI ! hahas. well , i have been very very happy staying with you always. You are the one who always make me laugh so much. Hahas , i even call you to remind me to cut down weight , but i never . Sorry , i'll try my best. You're the best man !

To Yu Zhen
Zhen , hahas . You the 2nd one who always make me laugh. Cause sometimes you do funny faces to make me laugh , you are also the one who always stand by my side whenever i feel low , thanks for comforting me. Love you man !

To Kah Lin
Although i learn to forgive and forget , i still know you are good. Sorry if my attitude really tolerates you , but sometimes must tell me hor !

To Cindy
Hey chio bu , thanks ! thanks for accompanying me to the bus stop whenever we work the same time, or you work later abit or earlier finish then me. I have a fun shopping trip last time with you , hope to go with you to another shopping trip again ! :)

To Darius ,
Yo monkey ! hahas. You another want , can tolerate my attitude , but if my attitude really very guai lan hor , must tell me , dun keep in silent , lol , next time go out again wor. JY for all your studies !

How to cut down weight ?

2010-03-03T15:46:00.001+08:00

this pictures was when last time i chat with kai ling on msn.
hahas. i took a snapshot of her showing me her heels. hahas.
oh well , can anyone tell me how to lose down weight ?

Bad weather

2010-03-02T17:36:00.000+08:00

Well , this few days weather really sucks a lot. I don't know how to describe , i only know i perspire a lot. This morning weather sure sucks a lot.
well , i really sweat a lot this morning. When i reach home , after awhile , it started to rain ! I was like , oh yes ! Finally ! This hot weather will continue till April. Gosh , unbelievable.when the rain comes, i wish it could stay on till night time , and continue rain when i reach school. Its not that cold , but at least a bit of icy wind , blew on me.

Finally , the phone i want !

2010-03-01T17:08:00.000+08:00

oh yes , finally i got the phone i want , its LG Chocolate , its pink and white together !
thanks alot to dad , even though i didn't talk to you , you still buy me the phone i want.

Drama

2010-02-27T14:27:00.000+08:00

wow , isn't this amazing ? This drama in taiwan can be so called the popular want. This drama is so touching that almost everyone who watch it will drop their tears for it. This show named Autumn Concerto . Try watching it , its really very nice.The next show i want to talk about is Hi My sweetheart , this is also the popular drama among taiwan. Hope everyone like this drama. Its so cute and funny ! It adds something to your life !